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I am so tired of getting sick all the time.
I was sick right before the midterms, and now I'm sick and finals are coming soon.
I think the reason is that I am too strained up and tensed by the first year of college life because everything's new!
But I think this time the range of my illness has reached its top.
I have lots of stress over homework and finals (this time finals are going to be really hard) and also I have some personal issues.
Also, I am planning on going to China over the vacation, and I just took a TOEIC exam.
I did not mean to complain in the blog but writing somewhere makes me feel slightly better, and I am not bothered because it's English and not only writing here makes me feel better, but my English writing level also improves!
I think I feel much better now.
Just that I got sick last week but it is not getting away that easily.
I have cough so whenever I lie down to sleep, I can't.
Actually, two nights ago I could only sleep for about two hours because of that fact.

Also, I went to the hospital few days ago but did not get better, so I decided to go one more time on Saturday, just that I forgot hospitals close early on Saturday and went there at 4:30 and was disappointed.

But I've noticed earlier that the hospital near school where I usually go also opens on Sundays. I was not sure what time it opens but guessed it opens like the usual time, 8:30. So I took the bus from home and came to the school library at 7:00. I tried to study but could not since my cough was getting worse. I just waited until about 9 to go to the hospital which is about 10 minute walk from school. But guess what!!! When I finally got there, I saw the sign: on Sundays 11:00-5:00.

My heart was broken. I had to go to the church at 11. I could not not go, so I took the bus and got back home, thinking how stupid I am to not ask before.

Let's just hope that I get to go to sleep tonight.